nothings.......somethings.......

A question that's been tugging my heart n mind off late a lot... how do ppl stay content?!?!?!?!?!......be happy with what you have...others dont have what you have......... life's good,....dont ask too much....
These are all the answers/advices I have got for pouring my heart out...to family/frinds!.......but for me, how much has been too much???..... aspirations unfulfilled? will they remain that way? will I have to keep quelling myself everytime I hear myself...everytime I feel that I have failed myself in some sphere.... Man makes his destiny was what I used to tell then, now do I satiate myself telling that , maybe destiny does mean something.....maybe I am too confused...maybe I am thinking too much!!!
do not know why I have typed all this crap now!!! .... readers.... no comments plz!!!!! ;-)just that, i am getting bored to death, n with no net connection, i thought let me put some life into my almost extinct blog!!!.... n with a job that's uninteresting to the power of infinity, why am I still sticking around here, I ask myself even as I type this post!!.. I wish life was really as easy as I thought it would be at one point in my life......why do we grow up.... for the gray cells to gray out more n create more pandemonium in the already chaotic mind?!?!?!!?