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life as it is now....

has taught me many lessons...some through good experiences...some through really bad ones.... n I cant help but sit back and wonder as to what a different individual I have become now..... things which were of least priority are of highest and the other way round too!..... experiences and situations in life make you see a new perspective to everything...how do you deal with failure...how do you deal with success....how do you deal with things that matter most to your existence.... have you ever talked to only yourself and heard your voice....there have been times when even in the midst of a crowd you feel lonely.....adrift from the surroundings.....
life seldom gives you a second chance......and when it does, you had better mend things and learn from your mistakes...treasure the people to whom you matter always in life.......
this will probably be the last post in this blog after which it would be an anonymous new blog.....a blog where I would have the freedom to write as I wish......

Reminiscences…

....Of the footprints on sand they etched together…
....Of the merry moments they spent together…
....Of the little things they did together…
....Of the big things they planned together…
....Of the times they lazed together…
....Of the times they fought each other…
....Of the frames they clicked together…
....Of the surprises they gave each other…
....Of fleeting moments they caught together…
....Of a beautiful life they dreamt living together…

And ……… the realization that this was ‘them’… ‘then’!

“Some times, you just can’t pull the strings through”, he muttered to himself… as he watched her dissolve into the mall, with her little son in tow…

still alive!

wouldn't make an attempt to even say that i wanna breathe some life onto this extinct page.!!!!looked at the last update, which was way back in may...things change, situations change and so do people and perceptions....lots been happening around, to say the least.....
well, experiencing a different life now and hope to get back to the comforter zone of my past soon!!!! n more on this line with the next post.

bye,
di :)

What have I been upto?!!!

Back after a long hiatus to blogging... too many things happened in between to blog.
Watched 'Fanna' last weekend with friends... n the closing dialogues of that movie, reminded me of things happening at my end!!
"What do you do when you are presented with two right paths", "How do you use your discretion to choose the 'righter' of the 2 paths?!!"
Well, something similar's been going on with me as well, anyways, I've chosen my 'righter' of the right paths in life. It's been one of the toughest decisions I have had to take. To leave something that's close to your heart...and as someone whom I respect a lot puts it: "its ok to let go a little of one's dream when it makes those that you care for happy"....
hmmm...well, the choice has been made, but there's this throbbing thing tugging your heart that you have to let go of something you've always wanted..... maybe this is what is called as destiny.... I have no regrets about the decision that I have taken, maybe something else is in store for me...maybe I am plain unlucky...maybe its not the right timing...maybe it wouldn't have been the right thing to do..may be ...maybe not!! anyways, that was what kept me away from blogging... n now to some other things...
- I have been random blog surfing for the past couple of days n came across a whole lot of interesting blogs...guess I should post them here as a post once.
- Been wondering of late how blogs have become such a nice way to jot down things.... I always think I am speaking to an audience and I cant see them, nor can they see me everytime I write!! No page fear should I say?!!! ;-)
- Been mailing my friends like crazy, that they tell me to stop sending my hair tearing mails!!!
- And otherwise, monotonous work keeps making me wish that I could run away some place!!!

Bye,
di :)

nothings.......somethings.......

A question that's been tugging my heart n mind off late a lot... how do ppl stay content?!?!?!?!?!......be happy with what you have...others dont have what you have......... life's good,....dont ask too much....
These are all the answers/advices I have got for pouring my heart out...to family/frinds!.......but for me, how much has been too much???..... aspirations unfulfilled? will they remain that way? will I have to keep quelling myself everytime I hear myself...everytime I feel that I have failed myself in some sphere.... Man makes his destiny was what I used to tell then, now do I satiate myself telling that , maybe destiny does mean something.....maybe I am too confused...maybe I am thinking too much!!!
do not know why I have typed all this crap now!!! .... readers.... no comments plz!!!!! ;-)just that, i am getting bored to death, n with no net connection, i thought let me put some life into my almost extinct blog!!!.... n with a job that's uninteresting to the power of infinity, why am I still sticking around here, I ask myself even as I type this post!!.. I wish life was really as easy as I thought it would be at one point in my life......why do we grow up.... for the gray cells to gray out more n create more pandemonium in the already chaotic mind?!?!?!!?

A thing or two......

A used car shop logo in Thiruvanmiyur says "Brand New Old Cars"!!! call that Innovation!!!

The racing feeling in your heart when the bus/car you are riding in is trying to overtake another vehicle, but it just does not happen!!!

The feeling you get on Monday morning, wishing that Monday never came after a Sunday!!!

The anticipation when you are waiting at the station for someone and keep looking at the hoard of passengers, tyring to identify your pick!!!